Phils are on the brink of elimination after tonight's loss. I just think they've given up, the defense was horrible. Tonight was heartbreaking because Feliz homered in the bottom of the 8th to tie it 4-4. Lidge got two outs and I'm thinking 'Okay, let's get out of here and then Stairs will come up, walk off". Then it just fell apart and the Yankees scored three runs. I haven't cried at all during this Series, but after that, I was in tears. And the bats just haven't been hitting.
Tomorrow it's a must win. I don't see them coming back. It's soo hard to repeat.
Last week was painful, but this week could be worse. Phillies losing, my unemployment hearing is on Tuesday (which my uncle is telling me I'm likely to lose my appeal), Corzine is most likely to get re elected on the same day and then Wednesday is Yitzhak's anniversary, which is always hard.
is this ever going to end for me? When will the bad news just stop for me? I am just exhausted.

